Easy like a fifty foot fall.
I feel the exact same way. It might help to know you're not alone in at least this feeling. I can, for brief moments, see the optimistic view of the situation, that whatever happens next will be better than before and that life is a blank slate only when we get to this point, and realize we are just this, malleable.I'm not suggesting you be happy about it by any means. But silver linings are worth mentioning, right?
Thank you, my anonymous friend.While I always know in my heart that I am not alone in these feelings, it is still always nice to hear it from another.And yes, the hope that one day maybe this misery will finally come to mean something is essentially the only reason that I still get out of bed in the morning.Trying new beverages is a good reason, too.Thanks for reading, and I hope that you are having a great day.