I had a Kinematics test first thing this morning.
I did not sleep last night because I stayed up and studied until the sun came back up.
It was an open book test, and I spent the entire night familiarizing myself with the material and preparing my notes and textbook for ease of use during the examination.
I stayed up the entire night staring at that book.
I left this morning without my textbook.
I did not even notice until our instructor began handing out the test.
The weight of the realization was sickening.
My grade is going to reflect my carelessness.
I don't understand how I could have let this happen.
Sometimes I wonder why I bother.
I commit my entire life to this, and it is still not enough.
I don't know what else to do.
I do not have anything left to give.
Sometimes I wonder.