Friday, December 31, 2010

My thoughts are all over the place.

My heart pounds tangibly between my ribs.

My vision jumps with every beat of the struggling mass of tissue within my chest.

I have a headache from unwittingly clenching my jaw.

I relax the muscles, but the damage is already done.

I furiously scratch words off of the page as I transpose letters, misspell common terms, and drag ink across the paper from the involuntary muscle spasms that have lately become so commonplace.

I want to write.

My writing is the only thing holding the rest of me together.

But I can't write.

And I have no idea why.

For the first time in years, I am experiencing anger.

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