I have a bottle of my favorite wine in my room.
It has been sitting there, unopened and staring at me for over two months now.
I've been saving it for a "special occasion."
But...who am I kidding?
I am only 21 years old.
I am still so damn young.
I lack the maturity to back these romantic desires of mine.
I lack the self-establishment to be taken seriously by those to whom I would like to appeal.
Nobody wants a "troubled," bankrupt, college student who is just barely pushing into his twenties.
Damn my lack of age.