Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Am I a good man?

I'm starting to think not.

No matter how hard I try, I only manage to disappoint.

It seems like the only two things at which I truly excel are being pessimistic and hurting people.

I'm tired of getting on people's nerves.

I think that from now on, I'm just going to keep to myself.

Maybe hit the Playstation up harder than usual.

Honestly, that sounds pretty good right now.


I don't know.



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  2. writing is pain.

    chin up.
    you're a good person.

  3. I made the same decision after that incident changed me.

    I was sure, am sure, that I am only good at being pessimistic and hurting people with my blunt and unconcerned nature.

    That's just how things are.

    1. I feel very different about this post now than I did when I wrote it.

      In the three years since posting this, I have learned how to live for others by living for myself.

      I no longer wonder if I am a good man.

      It is irrelevant now.